After laying Gone With The Wind to rest for a week or so due to vacation and lack of interest for a few days, I'm happy to say that I'm reading it again with a vengeance. Within the past 2 days, I've read 131 pages (which doesn't sound like a lot but that's 65 pages per day while working which I find impressive).
Last I left off in my blog, Scarlett had just disgraced herself at the dance auction. Since then there's been a lot of description of sick/wounded/dying soldiers, how jealous Scarlett is of Melanie, and how Rhett Butler won't be received by the townspeople. The Yankees kept getting closer to Atlanta. Scarlett kissed Ashley before he left after his furlough, as well as Rhett on the night they escape from Atlanta. Rhett joins the army in the eleventh hour. Scarlett, Prissy, Melanie, Wade, and the baby take the road home to Tara, which is miraculously still standing. Scarlett's father is tired and confused, her sisters are sick, her mother is dead, and all the slaves are gone except Pork, Mammy, and Dilcey.
Normally, I am the kind of person who doesn't hold much sympathy for anyone who has screwed up their own life. I can't feel sorry for Scarlett pining for Ashley after so many years because she knows she can't have him. There's no way I'm rooting for that to work out (even disregarding the fact that I love Rhett). However, so many events in Scarlett's life are so incredibly out of her control that I can't help but feel awful for her. There's no food, no medicine, no cotton to sell, no livestock, her father is not who he was, her mother died the day before she returned home, her sisters are sick, she's stuck in her old house that no longer feels much like home with a son she doesn't like and the wife and child of the man she loves. I am pretty sure this is what rock bottom looks like.
And then there's the argument that if it weren't for her promise to Ashley, Scarlett would have returned home already and seen her mother before she died. However, in this scenario, Scarlett probably would have also come down with typhoid and died. The end. Game over. No 600 more pages to read.
I've seen the movie several times and I know what ultimately happens. However, with so many pages left, I'm wondering what the movie may have been leaving out. Surprisingly, though, not much has been cut out at all (except Wade, who hardly appears in the book anyway). We'll have to see about that...
Two things I noticed:
A quote I read today while at work.
"Make him hush. I can't stand it," said Scarlet, taking the horse by the bridle and pulling him to a reluctant start. "Be a little man, Wade, and stop crying or I will come over there and slap you."
Why had God invented children, she thought savagely as she turned her ankle cruelly on the dark road--useless, crying nuisances they were, always demanding care, always in the way. In her exhaustion, there was no room for compassion for the frightened child, trotting by Prissy's side, dragging at her hand and sniffing--only a weariness that she had borne him, only a tired wonder that she had ever married Charles Hamilton."
I'm a nanny. I can relate. I thought it was especially funny that I read it at work during nap time.
Another thing I noticed: As Atlanta declines, so does Scarlett. I mentioned this in my last Gone with the Wind entry. First, Atlanta becomes very busy with soldiers and people as a result of the railroads. Even though there is a war going on, it's still a hubbub of excitement. On the same page, it mentions that Scarlett had never been happier as a result of seeing Ashley. Is it a coincidence that both Scarlett and Atlanta had become more vivacious at the same time and on the same page? Absolutely not. Furthermore, as Atlanta burns, Scarlett falls apart. She calls for Rhett to take them away, and then loses her mind when she is trying to pack. She starts misplacing things around the house, trying to bring good china instead of a sunbonnet and gloves. Furthermore, as they leave Atlanta, which is presumably burning more, Scarlett deteriorates physically, becoming tired, sunburned, and getting blisters on her hands. By the time they reach Tara (note: they are no longer in Atlanta, therefore Scarlett is further physically from Atlanta which is symbolic for her) she is not the Scarlett we first saw at Tara on page 1 (or in my edition, page 3). She has lost the life she knew at Tara, the way of the south, and the life she had been been brought up to live. While Scarlett realizes that as the south changes, so must she (e.g. she drives the carriage by herself, she starts drinking, she slaps Prissy and calls her names) Mammy still clings to the past, telling Scarlett that she should have worn gloves to drive the carriage. I mean, I'm not sure of the importance of gloves, but when your city is burning and enemy soldiers are coming, I'm finding gloves to be the modern day equivalent of making sure you have your license when you're evacuating for a hurricane or something. However, Mammy, having brought up many young girls in the old south, knows no other way and perhaps cannot imagine what Scarlett has been though.
So, this section has seen things go from bad to worse. Perhaps a little more uplifting things are in store? I hope so, how much worse could it get?
I'm also still waiting on the "As God as my witness, I'll never go hungry again" part. I don't think I'm there yet....or else I passed it. But to be fair, I have not yet got to a part with Scarlett digging up yams.
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